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I finally got my new keyboard installed so now I don't have to worry about messing up my password so I can really start posting here this time. Nothing new has happened and everything is still boring.
I abandoned this place because I thought i had nothing to write here anymore. Now i know i was wrong there is still plenty of things to write here I'm not going to let anyone tell my story anymore. there are so many things to say here I don't even know where to begin.
I'm trying to not forget to go to sleep so I will write in this thing for now. I don't know what to say a lot of things are still in my mind,I want to forget but something is not letting me forget. I don't think that things will change but I still keep hope that things will change. Now I think that we are all on the same broken yet repeating circle.
I really suck at keeping this thing updated,I wanted to write here for sometime but I kept on forgetting about it. I have been writing things elsewhere that I might put here I don't know yet.
Yesterday I was introduced to the most wonderful thing ever and that thing is known as poutine. I always wanted to try some before and now that I have I think that it is my favorite food.
Yesterday I was introduced to the most wonderful thing ever and that thing is known as poutine. I always wanted to try some before and now that I have I think that it is my favorite food.
There will come a day when there will be nobody left to tell the story and we will become nothing but dust so I want to tell this story to the end. What are the memories you want to leave behind? You cannot escape death so you might as well live. I have been thinking about things lately and I have no idea where to go. I know this is not the end but where does it begin? I still do not know where i'm going but I will try to get there.
I have been doing a lot of reflecting and questioning. Do I know the answers yet? No I don't but that is all the reason to keep on searching. this is just the beginning of something and i don't know what it is. Something keeps on telling me to keep on going.
I don't want to listen and I try to forget but there is always something there that I cannot forget.
I have been doing a lot of reflecting and questioning. Do I know the answers yet? No I don't but that is all the reason to keep on searching. this is just the beginning of something and i don't know what it is. Something keeps on telling me to keep on going.
I don't want to listen and I try to forget but there is always something there that I cannot forget.
I want to try to go to sleep somewhat early so I'll just get what is on my mind out of it. I'm not giviing into nothingness. I will not stay here and cry for a fate that I never wanted. I don't want to stay hrere anymore so I will leave. I think that is it for now.
I have not been writing in this thing I like I planned to but I have been writing somethings. I cannot sleep now but I'll try anyways
I will not just sit here and let life go by me without living. I hate this fucking shit place so much and I want to leave it. I'm old enough now to leave. I will not let hope die this time. I just found one of my old blogs on here from 2012 and it is so strange it is like yeah I wrote that but I feel so disconnected from it.
I'm not the same person I was when I wrote those. It is a very good look into my soul.
I'm not the same person I was when I wrote those. It is a very good look into my soul.
It was fate that brought me to this path and now things have changed forever. I will not be the same anymore. Fate can change in just a short time. I thought I had everything figured out but i did not and I still don't. I just have allot of thoughts right now that are so hard to put into words.
Fate changes and so do I.
Someday I'll go home again.
I'm still stuck in a place that I don't want to be.
I think about it everyday how things have changed so much. There are so many things that I do not forget. Fate is always changing. There are things that might happen that so many years ago i'd never think could happen.
Fate changes and so do I.
Someday I'll go home again.
I'm still stuck in a place that I don't want to be.
I think about it everyday how things have changed so much. There are so many things that I do not forget. Fate is always changing. There are things that might happen that so many years ago i'd never think could happen.
