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2017-06-04 12:53 am

Trying To Go To Sleep

I'm trying to not forget to go to sleep so I will write in this thing for now. I don't know what to say a lot of things are still in my mind,I want to forget but something is not letting me forget. I don't think that things will change but I still keep hope that things will change. Now I think that we are all on the same broken yet repeating circle.
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2017-05-28 04:51 am

Been A Long Time

I really suck at keeping this thing updated,I wanted to write here for sometime but I kept on forgetting about it. I have been writing things elsewhere that I might put here I don't know yet.

Yesterday I was introduced to the most wonderful thing ever and that thing is known as poutine. I always wanted to try some before and now that I have I think that it is my favorite food.
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2017-04-06 12:19 am

Someday Who Is Going To Be The One To Tell The Story?

There will come a day when there will be nobody left to tell the story and we will become nothing but dust so I want to tell this story to the end. What are the memories you want to leave behind? You cannot escape death so you might as well live. I have been thinking about things lately and I have no idea where to go. I know this is not the end but where does it begin? I still do not know where i'm going but I will try to get there.

I have been doing a lot of reflecting and questioning. Do I know the answers yet? No I don't but that is all the reason to keep on searching. this is just the beginning of something and i don't know what it is. Something keeps on telling me to keep on going.

I don't want to listen and I try to forget but there is always something there that I cannot forget.
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2017-04-01 09:27 pm

just somethings before bed

I want to try to go to sleep somewhat early so I'll just get what is on my mind out of it. I'm not giviing into nothingness. I will not stay here and cry for a fate that I never wanted. I don't want to stay hrere anymore so I will leave. I think that is it for now.
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2017-04-01 01:35 am

bleh

I have not been writing in this thing I like I planned to but I have been writing somethings. I cannot sleep now but I'll try anyways
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2017-03-02 11:34 pm

Some Thoughts

I will not just sit here and let life go by me without living. I hate this fucking shit place so much and I want to leave it. I'm old enough now to leave. I will not let hope die this time. I just found one of my old blogs on here from 2012 and it is so strange it is like yeah I wrote that but I feel so disconnected from it.

I'm not the same person I was when I wrote those. It is a very good look into my soul.
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2017-02-18 01:07 pm

It Was Fate

It was fate that brought me to this path and now things have changed forever. I will not be the same anymore. Fate can change in just a short time. I thought I had everything figured out but i did not and I still don't. I just have allot of thoughts right now that are so hard to put into words.

Fate changes and so do I.
Someday I'll go home again.
I'm still stuck in a place that I don't want to be.

I think about it everyday how things have changed so much. There are so many things that I do not forget. Fate is always changing. There are things that might happen that so many years ago i'd never think could happen.